oh sweet life, don't fool me so much anymore

"Are you thinking what I'm thinking B1?" 

"I think I am B2"

about a month old webcam pic is old.
So, one of my fabulous big brothers fixed my computer, which means that I'm back to spending way too much time on the net. (Having only two half-working computers didn't stop me much thought, so I can't really say "I'm back" or anything, since I didn't really leave.)

A.n.y.w.a.y.
I have one month left to live. No seriously.
My summer job begins next month and because of that I will have to bid  farewell to my social life and go into my usual pattern of work-eat-sleep.
I'm not complaining or anything, because I've done the same thing for the last 4 summers and know the drill by now, and I got the most wonderful companions who also spend their summers there.
So by all means, it's not a bad thing.
Especially considering the fact that I otherwise am an unemployed 21 year old leech, with no own income whatsoever, still living with á parent.

I will have to work so hard in order not to spend the money I will earn, on flight tickets. I.cannot.go.to.japan.
No matter how much I want to go back. No. There's a time and place for everything, and in this phase of my life, I realise that I should focus more on finding a real job and get some order in my life.
Althought it sucks. Majorly.

But I can be happy here in Stockholm as well. I have people I care about all over the planet, but most of them are here at the moment.
So I shouldn't hurry so much to get out of here, even thought I feel like I really need a change of location. Soon. Before I run mad.

The clock is ticking away and so is the night. If I can avoid pulling another all-nighter then so shall be it.
Staying up late trying to read old Vicious interviews in bad light makes no good fundation for a happy person.