So, I did not plan to stay away from this place for so long as I did. But stuff happened IRL that made me forget a lot of things.
But to keep the story short again, I got sick and it took me forever to get my butt outside the door and to the doctors office, and from there it's been a rough journey to get better.
I don't really know what happened but I presume that I got over worked and my body kept attacking itself, which resulted in me turning into the Grinch with all the being in constant pain and getting a high fever twice a week.
I got me some anti inflammatory pills and now things are mostly peachy, I just need to take care of my body more and make sure I don't strain myself too much again(did that a few times so now I think I've learnt my lessons..)
But some days are better than others, and I keep a positive outlook most of the time ;)
The only thing that's really bothering me is that I lost ALL my strenght in my hands and wrists and I get clumsy easily. It's so annoying how quickly you lose it, but it takes AGES to get it back and if I use my hands too much it will hurt like whoa the day after.
But anyway, I'm awesome and life is awesome.
Right now I'm studying my second semester at Stockholm University, this time I took on the Korean language and I'm thinking about getting an education to become an interpreter, but we'll see, I keep changing my mind and it makes it hard for me to decide what I really want to do with my life.
Right now I have a serious desire to move abroad because I feel like I'm suffocating here, I want to change environment completely and maybe re-connect with myself. (Hahah I'm having a life-crisis and I'm only turning 23 in April..)
just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming~
